If I am Chaos
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If I am Chaos
Because day to day living isn’t hard enough to navigate with bipolar disorder or other SMI (serious mental illness) let’s add dating and see if you can manage a relationship too. So you go online, find the dating site of your choice and start to write your profile when it occurs to you; Is there… Read More Dating Dilemmas for the Crazy; when to spill the beans.
How many different kinds of love are there? You think many from growing up when you were told at every turn, typically after questioning why you felt the same way about your Great Aunt Gertie as you did your favorite stuffed animal? Or why mommy and daddy kissed but you weren’t supposed to kiss your brother/sister/cousin/insert relative… Read More Love is Love..
Wow, look at that… one day where an insane amount of money is spent on cards candy and um..oh, flowers. all in the name of getting lucky, laid I mean LOVE. In the name of love..with a capital L, as in Love So I thought it only fitting, Today’s Mental Moment … is about tax time.… Read More More Bang for the Buck – Valentine Mental Moment
A Long Trip Alone that was our song and we decided to make it together We forged out a life planned to be man & wife but you left me alone forever Pillow talk of being old the memories we’d make gold we lived and loved with fervor The horizon was where we’d… Read More Romantic Monday Horizon View; The Long Trip
I wrote this poem last year but it is one of my very favorite things I have ever written and what better place to show it again ? Romantic M’Day is for love right? Head over to Edward Hotspur’s to see all that is romantic and mushy and sweet this week and every week on this… Read More Romantic MDay – love is this and that
By looking you could not see the storm of unsettle that was she at once perfect stillness and then complete madness without warning could lay waste to a heart With love all mixed up in her head she loved deeper than others compared with her heart not her head ruling there was no one she… Read More Romantic MDay; A tornado, a volcano and a hurricane
Have you ever heard the term There is a fine line between love and hate. ? It gets tossed around quite a bit. And once you are familiar with it and ever in the position to understand why anyone would even say it – it makes sense. To me it… Read More mulitple shades of gray and a fine line, Mid-Afternoon Mental Moment
Today is my birthday. I usually don;t announce it but I have been fighting the urge to just let loose and I dunno, get a tattoo or dye my hair purple, or post a picture that I normally wouldn’t. Spontaneously combust. I think it is becasue I have no idea what I did last year.… Read More The Tao and Te of…. Me
I once went to a forum that is on a popular free dating site, looking for an answer to ..something. Probably related to what is the proper dating etiquette if you have a Serious Mental Illness…when are you obligated / expected to tell the person you meet and date.
It was a year ago. Today. The day the devil won and I lost. Not a deal I made with him. The man I love..d. Did you ever picture the devil in blue? He comes in many forms I am guessing, just as God can. When he came to my house, he was disguised in… Read More The Devil Comes in Blue
No..not that kind of dick.. Dick as in jerk, loser, low self-esteem boob that needs to exert control over another just to feel ok about themselves. How does that work anyway? How do you feel better treating someone else like shit. How do you say you love someone and then treat them like dirt? And feel good… Read More Lamentations of a Dick Magnet