Dear Ignorant Hater ,
I understand you are afraid of me and know that fear causes you to act a dick, attempting to make me feel less than you think you are.
I’m tired of proving you wrong when you aren’t looking, tired of expending energy to try to help you change your mind and attitude about my illness.
I can’t make you open your mind and learn about me, or see the beauty in me, you being a person who perpetrates the stigma and judgmental bullshit you spread by proclaiming loudly how twisted and scary I am, I have learned from trying too often, I am only spinning my wheels.
You are not my purpose here.
Ignorant haters like you..will hang on to false beliefs because it means (in your own mind) you are better than someone.
If you find out I’m not the monster, well then you may have to get off your high horse, and face yourself.
So, I’m done trying to show you, dear ignorant hater, how misinformed you are. If you are afraid of me because I have bipolar disorder, go ahead and hang on to your fear for all you’ve got. I don’t think your fear is anymore than your attempt to preserve your mistaken superiority.
But know this ignorant hater, next time we cross paths, and you start your bs about how my illness makes me less deserving of love and acceptance, and my life has no meaning or purpose I know the truth of the matter..( because I have taken the time to try to understand you, not just judge you on ..ignorant and archaic attitudes..)
You say those things about me to stop people from looking at you.
Somewhere deep down or maybe even not too far from the surface of your confident persona, those things you say about me..are what you feel, about you.
Your fear is of being under scrutiny so you point the finger at me and say I am crazy ..or a liar..souless, selfish, heartless, or any number if things that have not a thing at all to do with me.
You define yourself by shunning me and I do not care anymore what you say you think of me.
I know you are more afraid of yourself and I am just a convenient diversion
You are persuasive ignorant hater, and some follow along because they really believe you, but the truth always shows.
I have conviction and an open mind, as well as patience to show and teach those who subscribe to your beliefs only through repetition of your words, not understanding. I am not afraid of you anymore. You.can not hurt me with your ugly words and judgements. I know the truth, I live it.
While you are spouting your ignorant bs, I will already have left you far behind, before you get to the part about being beneath you..not worth your time and forgotten your name, as you continue to give me the time I’m not worth
Please excuse me now ignorant hater, I have a life to live. I tried to include you in it but you are unable to let go of your ignorant attitude. I am no longer hurt by you, just sorry for you.
I know who I am and don’t care two wits your opinion of me, especially since it’s all based on you and your desperation, not me at all. You do not have the ability or permission to make me feel inferior, you can’t make me feel anything.
There will come a day I am sure when you have to face yourself, when you are alone because people will be sick of your condescending critical ignorance and you won’t have the first clue who your are because all you ever worried about was trying to prove who you couldn’t bear to be because of your inability to see people as humans instead of labels.
I will be your friend and help you find what is good and deserving when the day comes you are scared, alone and can’t find yourself, because while you were hating me, I was able to see who you are and what makes you tick, maybe know you better than you will ever know yourself, because you were too afraid of being less than me.
I won’t hold my breath though, as ignorance is so hard to let go of once it is part of the only thing you have to feel ok about who you are.
Just know I will help you, because I am not ignorant nor do I care about how you treat me now.
Until the day you have a revelation of your assholery, how about you suck eggs and leave me alone.
This is your one notice of my dismissal of you from my life.
Thank you sincerely and have a lovely day.